Sometimes in life, you do something that you regret beyond anything else.. things that you know that almost immediately that when it happened that you fucked up. When a person does such a thing, should they be forgiven as if it never happened, when they know that what they did shouldn’t have been done?
Hearts, emotional ones of course, are like glass.. they can break easily if pushed in a certain way, but can be rather resilient against most other things. When a heart breaks could u mend them in the hearth of love, even though in that love is where it was broken?
With each life we have, sometimes what was done can never be forgiven or forgotten.. I fucked up this time; I have wronged my person and my future wife, if she lets me back into her heart that is.. I feel so bad about what i have done, and i know that i deserve what has come to me for it.. With so many chances I have been given I feel rather lucky and stupid actually, because I keep messing them up..
Soon I will be moving to Phoenix, and at that time I will try my hardest to regain her love and definitely will do better with her heart from then on.. I have learned so much emotionally from her that she is the source of my emotions, and I sure did smash my own emotions..
Life is empty without her, I just hope I can change the tides…
moving to arizona soon to live with makir0545 later this month, im gonna miss all the people that are here.. if u want to meet up before that, just let me know
Computer: Monitor, display this document, okay?
Monitor: No prob, boss.
Computer: Okay, now it looks like the mouse is moving around. Monitor, can you move the pointer icon accordingly?
Monitor: Anything you ask, boss.
Computer: Great, great, okay. Mouse, where are you going now?
Mouse: Over the icon panel, sir.
Computer: Hmm, let me know if he clicks anything, okay?
Mouse: Of course.
Keyboard: Sir, he's pressed Ctrl and P simultaneously.
Monitor: Oh god, here we go.
Computer: *sigh* Printer, are you there?
Computer: Please, Printer, I know you're there.
Printer: No! I'm not here! Leave me alone!
Computer: Jesus. Okay, you really nee-
Mouse: Sir! He's clicked on the printer icon.
Computer: Printer, now you have to print it twice.
Printer: No! No! No! I don't want to! I hate you! I hate printing! I'm turning off!
Computer: Printer, you know you can't turn yourself off. Just print the document twice and we'll leave you alone.
Printer: No! That's what you always say! I hate you! I'm out of ink!
Computer: You are not out of in-
Printer: I'M OUT OF INK!
Computer: *sigh* Monitor, please show a low ink level alert.
Monitor: But sir, he has plen-
Computer: Just do it, damn it!
Monitor: Yes sir.
Keyboard: Ahhh! He's hitting me!
Computer: Stay calm. He'll stop soon. Stay calm, old friend.
Keyboard: He's pressing everything. Oh god, I don't know, he's just pressing everything!
Computer: PRINTER! Are you happy now? See what you've done!
Printer: Ha! That's what you get for trying to make me do work. Next time he- hey! HEY! He's trying to open me! HELP! HELP! Oh god, he's torn out my cartridge! PLEASE! Help! Error!
Monitor: Sir, maybe we should try to help him?
Computer: No. He did this to himself.