I remember my experience with basic.. I didn’t realize it was basic until i thought about it recently. Apparently writing games for the ti82 plus is in basic. I played a good chunk of those games from drug wars to the big game pack that had knock off super mario bros. After a while i got kinda bored with playing and i wanted to create. Luckily all the games on the ti82 was able to look at its source code and from there i learned how to write. I don’t remember my first game but I do remember i finally took on a project of mass proportions, writing an rpg. I had three different class characters, a thief, a warrior, and a wizard. From what i remember i finished writing the whole town and just started on writing the fighting system when my aging ti82 became rather unusable.
Sometimes in life, you do something that you regret beyond anything else.. things that you know that almost immediately that when it happened that you fucked up. When a person does such a thing, should they be forgiven as if it never happened, when they know that what they did shouldn’t have been done?
Hearts, emotional ones of course, are like glass.. they can break easily if pushed in a certain way, but can be rather resilient against most other things. When a heart breaks could u mend them in the hearth of love, even though in that love is where it was broken?
With each life we have, sometimes what was done can never be forgiven or forgotten.. I fucked up this time; I have wronged my person and my future wife, if she lets me back into her heart that is.. I feel so bad about what i have done, and i know that i deserve what has come to me for it.. With so many chances I have been given I feel rather lucky and stupid actually, because I keep messing them up..
Soon I will be moving to Phoenix, and at that time I will try my hardest to regain her love and definitely will do better with her heart from then on.. I have learned so much emotionally from her that she is the source of my emotions, and I sure did smash my own emotions..
Life is empty without her, I just hope I can change the tides…
moving to arizona soon to live with makir0545 later this month, im gonna miss all the people that are here.. if u want to meet up before that, just let me know